do you ever get a suffocating feeling when you're in a room with your ex girlfriend and the person that made it possible.
i need to sort out my thoughts and feelings.
i just want to lead a straight care free life unbound by karma.
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Monday, October 15, 2018
Thursday, October 4, 2012
Hello there.
I've been watching more movies lately. Dl-ed of course. The most recent one is this First Love (Crazy Little Thing Called Love). It came out in 2010. I've been watching rom-coms lately. Romantic comedies are my favorite genre. It is funny and it still pulls at your heart strings. I can usually relate to the stories or situations as well.
I guess I learned a lot from these movies of mine. From First Love, how can Nam, the female lead, wait for P'Shone, her crush, for 9 years? Surely that heart must be lonely and aching. Even if focusing on her work, she totally waited, or just did not seriously date anyone else I'm assuming, for that long period of time without any guarantee that P'Shone would be hers in the end. She just focused on her work and went about her life as per normal. She is pretty and surely any guy wouldn't mind being with her so she must have had many suitors. She went through great lengths to transform from an ugly duckling into a beautiful swan. She has such a strong heart.
Monday, March 26, 2012
sometimes it lasts
I really stayed home the whole of today just sleeping and sleeping. I'm not sure how I managed to get myself so tired out.
A friend messaged me for advice earlier. A guy FB messaged her to meet up. A guy who she doesn't know. It has been barely a day or two since they got into contact and now he is talking about being her boyfriend. My friend automatically asked me for advice thinking it was a 'Malay' thing. I totally advised her against it. Malay or not, shouldn't this type of things take time to know each other? I told her to take it by stages at least and to tell the guy directly that she feels uncomfortable. The guy, you already had a three year r/s previously should understand this things right.
Well that aside, do people often form negative impressions of Malays? I rarely form impressions of any race. Well except in particular pinoys. I do not like their accent.
A friend messaged me for advice earlier. A guy FB messaged her to meet up. A guy who she doesn't know. It has been barely a day or two since they got into contact and now he is talking about being her boyfriend. My friend automatically asked me for advice thinking it was a 'Malay' thing. I totally advised her against it. Malay or not, shouldn't this type of things take time to know each other? I told her to take it by stages at least and to tell the guy directly that she feels uncomfortable. The guy, you already had a three year r/s previously should understand this things right.
Well that aside, do people often form negative impressions of Malays? I rarely form impressions of any race. Well except in particular pinoys. I do not like their accent.
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
that man
I'm done watching Secret Garden. It is THE best Korean drama I've watched so far. I'm gonna list some of the scenes from the drama which I find touching.
Episode 2 where he checked on Gil Ra Im's arm after the accident.
Joo Won: It's left a scar. Guess you won't be running for Miss Korea.
I like the expression in her eyes. The sort of vulnerable look.
Episode 3 for the sit up scene. Gil Ra Im totally has this embarrassed look.
Kim Joo Won: You're so strange, that I find you, perplexing and intriguing.
That's like basically a confession! Do not try to rationalize love.
Episode 10 for the cappuccino kiss scene. What a wonderful excuse for a kiss.
Episode 11 where Joo Won professes his plan. He doesn't want to fall for her due to the big difference in social status and wanting to protect her from his family but the attraction was too great.
Episode 11 for this meaningful part. Sometimes when we are lost in love, don't know what to think or do, we just want to be pointed in the right direction. The right direction for both of for self? To be selfish for yourself or to be together? Should her happiness come first or mine? Am I someone with the right to think for her happiness?
Episode 11 for the noble (yet stupid?) sacrifice of Gil Ra Im's school director. She looks up to him as a father figure. He likes her as something more. Would you be able to let go of the person you love and let her go to someone else? Lies come up for convenience sake and to protect yourself and the person. I'll forever be busy, too busy for you, if it means that you'll be happy with that someone. I'm not so noble or brave.
Not being able to think straight, when daily work is affected. Every moment you're thinking of her and try as you might to forget, you are just living through the memories and even in the present she lives.
We reminiscence and live in our memories not because we are unable to let go, but because we remember how hard it was to achieve them and keep them alive.
:(
Joo Won I totally feel you. T.T It was the same for me too.
Episode 12 now. Joo Won shocks her slightly by reaching to stroke her hair. Every simple moment like this is bliss.
Episode 13 is where Joo Won just wants to sleep with Ra Im. Yes that is right, by sleep means sleep. No funny business. Ahhh Joo Won I totally envy you.
Episode 14. They finally kiss and accept each other wholly. :')
Another blissful scene. Just holding hands in a magical atmosphere. :)
Well from here onwards it just gets the same as other dramas where difficult problems arise from external parties.
So there are three main songs for this drama. I find the lyrics so meaningful. So so meaningful..
Personal issue.
So from the photo of all of us, you invited everyone except me for another trip to the same place. What are you trying to pull here? Don't you think what you did was rather hurtful or thoughtless. I won't take it to heart though knowing that from the start, our friendship or lack of was non existent for whatever reasons. I'll stop trying now because there is no longer a need to.
Episode 2 where he checked on Gil Ra Im's arm after the accident.
Joo Won: It's left a scar. Guess you won't be running for Miss Korea.
I like the expression in her eyes. The sort of vulnerable look.
Episode 3 for the sit up scene. Gil Ra Im totally has this embarrassed look.
Kim Joo Won: You're so strange, that I find you, perplexing and intriguing.
That's like basically a confession! Do not try to rationalize love.
Episode 10 for the cappuccino kiss scene. What a wonderful excuse for a kiss.
Episode 11 where Joo Won professes his plan. He doesn't want to fall for her due to the big difference in social status and wanting to protect her from his family but the attraction was too great.
Episode 11 for this meaningful part. Sometimes when we are lost in love, don't know what to think or do, we just want to be pointed in the right direction. The right direction for both of for self? To be selfish for yourself or to be together? Should her happiness come first or mine? Am I someone with the right to think for her happiness?
Episode 11 for the noble (yet stupid?) sacrifice of Gil Ra Im's school director. She looks up to him as a father figure. He likes her as something more. Would you be able to let go of the person you love and let her go to someone else? Lies come up for convenience sake and to protect yourself and the person. I'll forever be busy, too busy for you, if it means that you'll be happy with that someone. I'm not so noble or brave.
Not being able to think straight, when daily work is affected. Every moment you're thinking of her and try as you might to forget, you are just living through the memories and even in the present she lives.
We reminiscence and live in our memories not because we are unable to let go, but because we remember how hard it was to achieve them and keep them alive.
:(
Joo Won I totally feel you. T.T It was the same for me too.
Episode 12 now. Joo Won shocks her slightly by reaching to stroke her hair. Every simple moment like this is bliss.
Episode 13 is where Joo Won just wants to sleep with Ra Im. Yes that is right, by sleep means sleep. No funny business. Ahhh Joo Won I totally envy you.
Episode 14. They finally kiss and accept each other wholly. :')
Another blissful scene. Just holding hands in a magical atmosphere. :)
Well from here onwards it just gets the same as other dramas where difficult problems arise from external parties.
So there are three main songs for this drama. I find the lyrics so meaningful. So so meaningful..
Personal issue.
So from the photo of all of us, you invited everyone except me for another trip to the same place. What are you trying to pull here? Don't you think what you did was rather hurtful or thoughtless. I won't take it to heart though knowing that from the start, our friendship or lack of was non existent for whatever reasons. I'll stop trying now because there is no longer a need to.
Thursday, March 1, 2012
what hurts the most
This man is the one being left alone. Haven't you ever felt like dying because of a girl?
Not being able to sleep and not eating is just the basics. Sleeping but waking up is a torture. Because you don't know how to separate from someone you loved. You can't even tell anyone else. You're afraid that they'll think of them badly. And so, you cry all by yourself.
We're over, we're finished but only memories of good times and love pop up. The more and more you try to erase them, the longer the days get. So it's like you're breaking up with them for 365 days. But the thing that hurts the most, is that I don't think she is even thinking about me. That person has already forgotten all about me, and is now happy. You really wish you were dead but you don't have the courage all because you're afraid that you won't ever see him again..
That is how it feels to be lonely - Secret Garden
Omo.. poor guy. I am really getting absorbed into the drama. T_T
lunch at the Burger King outlet near Novena. I honestly was feeling super tired. It's Thursday after all. Body was aching all over and eyes were close to shutting down every 5 mins but what the heck, just go out with the boys lor. Mushroom Swiss Dbl om nom nom.
Not being able to sleep and not eating is just the basics. Sleeping but waking up is a torture. Because you don't know how to separate from someone you loved. You can't even tell anyone else. You're afraid that they'll think of them badly. And so, you cry all by yourself.
We're over, we're finished but only memories of good times and love pop up. The more and more you try to erase them, the longer the days get. So it's like you're breaking up with them for 365 days. But the thing that hurts the most, is that I don't think she is even thinking about me. That person has already forgotten all about me, and is now happy. You really wish you were dead but you don't have the courage all because you're afraid that you won't ever see him again..
That is how it feels to be lonely - Secret Garden
Omo.. poor guy. I am really getting absorbed into the drama. T_T
lunch at the Burger King outlet near Novena. I honestly was feeling super tired. It's Thursday after all. Body was aching all over and eyes were close to shutting down every 5 mins but what the heck, just go out with the boys lor. Mushroom Swiss Dbl om nom nom.
Saturday, January 14, 2012
i guess that love wasn't enough
The work week is over and yet I have an inkling that the following one will just be as bad as the last one. another one of those shitty mornings. I wanted today to be productive but you know it is such a drag sometimes. you want to progress but everything else just bogs you down and you feel miserable afterwards.
MOT Homecoming Dinner is doing okay. I managed to ask about 7 people to come. That's more than expected. Two couldn't make it like WJ and YT. Two more were unsure because their schedule is not out yet. It's okay la, I shouldn't stress myself over such matters.
Potluck coming next month and I'm unsure as what to get. Maybe I'll bring curry.
I am not in the mood to go training today. Going there alone and coming back alone, I feel so lonely now. It used to be fine and then it got better but now.. There is just an emptiness.
Still though, I think I will end up going.
Sidenote: Twitter can no longer be used for private tweets.
Be yourself. Don't play roles and don't try to act like the cliché lovers you've seen in movies or shows. Play your own music when it comes to showing love. Use the next tips to write a piece of your own music.
Let your love shine through your actions and behaviors. Don't rely on words to show your love especially when they're not supported by prior behaviors. Are you claiming that you love him/her? Anyone could do that. If the feeling's there, it must have turned into actions. The actions are the foundations you need to base your claims on. So the better path would be to go from actions to words. When there's a need for words to be heard, speak from your heart.
Use the circumstances coming up to show your love. When you do it during a normal talk or in normal situations, it won't impress him/her. It will be sort of cliché. So use the situations that come up. When you choose circumstances to show your love, it's like you pick a tool for doing it and believe me:it's a good tool.
When you do use words, remember what you've said and in fact claimed. Your actions are going to prove or disprove it and he/she is waiting to see whether you keep your word or not.
Try to be unpredictable. Listen actively to learn the small/big things he/she cares about and then surprise him/her by doing something about it at the most unexpected time.
Show your love to others by showing your love for what they really like or to what interests them. This is another impressive tool. Learn how to use it.
Remember that some people recognize or show love in different ways. For example, some people may show their love by kissing and touching, while another person may show love by doing things or just having quality time with the one they love. Fine-tune your music to match your beloved one's needs and expectations.
Think and act spontaneously, Do be prepared (like you're reading this), but don't exactly pre-plan anything.
MOT Homecoming Dinner is doing okay. I managed to ask about 7 people to come. That's more than expected. Two couldn't make it like WJ and YT. Two more were unsure because their schedule is not out yet. It's okay la, I shouldn't stress myself over such matters.
Potluck coming next month and I'm unsure as what to get. Maybe I'll bring curry.
I am not in the mood to go training today. Going there alone and coming back alone, I feel so lonely now. It used to be fine and then it got better but now.. There is just an emptiness.
Still though, I think I will end up going.
Sidenote: Twitter can no longer be used for private tweets.
Be yourself. Don't play roles and don't try to act like the cliché lovers you've seen in movies or shows. Play your own music when it comes to showing love. Use the next tips to write a piece of your own music.
Let your love shine through your actions and behaviors. Don't rely on words to show your love especially when they're not supported by prior behaviors. Are you claiming that you love him/her? Anyone could do that. If the feeling's there, it must have turned into actions. The actions are the foundations you need to base your claims on. So the better path would be to go from actions to words. When there's a need for words to be heard, speak from your heart.
Use the circumstances coming up to show your love. When you do it during a normal talk or in normal situations, it won't impress him/her. It will be sort of cliché. So use the situations that come up. When you choose circumstances to show your love, it's like you pick a tool for doing it and believe me:it's a good tool.
When you do use words, remember what you've said and in fact claimed. Your actions are going to prove or disprove it and he/she is waiting to see whether you keep your word or not.
Try to be unpredictable. Listen actively to learn the small/big things he/she cares about and then surprise him/her by doing something about it at the most unexpected time.
Show your love to others by showing your love for what they really like or to what interests them. This is another impressive tool. Learn how to use it.
Remember that some people recognize or show love in different ways. For example, some people may show their love by kissing and touching, while another person may show love by doing things or just having quality time with the one they love. Fine-tune your music to match your beloved one's needs and expectations.
Think and act spontaneously, Do be prepared (like you're reading this), but don't exactly pre-plan anything.
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